You might have to look outside of the Bay area, but you should be able to find a gig that pays you enough to pay for a roof over your head and keep those loan monsters fed.
If there is no interest in these things, just try new things.
I simply want to give you the tools you need to enrich your damn lives.
I don't know if you have ever heard of them but there is a group that reviews movies and they often will sneak in suicide comments, like the start of this video.