After dunking herself in the water, she sits up and we see her from the chest up as she sits in the tub and talks to a guy who stands in the next room over, her breasts mostly hidden from view by the side of the tub.
Self-blame and alcohol abuse followed.
While most of the film focuses on her submission, this scene, where he lovingly washes her as she bathes in a tub, is a tender respite.
I just don't ever want to, as a woman, confine myself and be a certain way when sexuality if a part of me.